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Friday, 06 November 2009
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looking for that sincere smile
I need to straighten out everything in my life
I think I have turn into a different person, even I am not happy with
Don't know where to start looking
Don't know how to put logic into my emotion
Blogging has been a part of me since I left high school, yet lately I can't find it in me to be here anymore. I have not log in to Xanga for a nearly 2 months. Believe it or not, I haven't really cam whore in a long time too. Some thing is not right... Nothing feels right anymore.
Friday, 04 September 2009
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We often try to make people understand or accept the reasons (or excuses) behind their actions or decisions for the things we have done, but we can't understand or accept other people's actions or decisions.
Until and unless we have been through the exact situation, we would never fully understand why people make the choices they do, the mistakes they did, or the complication they've caused. Most of us don't mean it, but shit happens and none of us are perfect.
Its hard to know for sure how much a person regrets their action or how true and real is their words. The questions lies within the people affected on how much they want to believe and how much fate they want to hold on to. They need to know what exactly causes them to feel uncomfortable and know if they can move forward from there on.Let whoever have no sin, cast the first stone...
Tuesday, 14 July 2009
Wednesday, 08 July 2009
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I think I might be undergoing depression
I lost all interest in anything that I use to have interest in. I seem to be demotivated at anything I do. I can't seem to find happiness in living, in all aspects of living. I haven't gone home in ages. I feel extremely lethargic.
Food doesn't appeal much to me. Camwhoring doesn't appeal much to me. I haven't blog in the longest time. Hack! I haven't really been online! Facebook is just a place to park myself as a concious effort that I'm not that lost. Housework is piling up. I'm not even following my Gilmore Girls or One Tree Hill (following series is my most addictive past time after surfing the internet)
I hate living alone.3 months....
Tuesday, 09 June 2009
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an example of optimism
1. I'll be emotionally stronger aka no more (or should I say less) emotionally dependent
2. I get to loose weight without forcing myself on a diet
3. More time to focus on other things like work and friends
4. More time to do housework, read a book (ha ha!), catch up on tv series and bla bla bla..but it doesn't change the fact of how I feel
I gave PaPa Bear your tee so I can hug you to sleep =)
babywinne
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- Name: Winne
- Country: Malaysia
- Birthday: 12/30/1983
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 11/3/2003
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