I've been blog surfing for nearly a year now and yet I still find myself most comfortable with Xanga. They say home is where the heart is, I guess I feel at 'home' with Xanga. I don't really know if I want to be in Xanga, but I think I need to blog.
This morning I had an inspiration to write a whole long blog entry. I wrote down the whole entry mentally in my mind, but it disappear as soon as I am done writing it. I've lost my ability to just ramble on and on about something.
So much has happen and change in the past one year. And right now I find myself in a place so familiar and yet so strange.
I don't know if I should feel happy or sad with everything that is going on. Yes, some parts of it I appreciate a lot. Some other parts, makes me question even more. Inside my head it doesn't look pretty. The mess & twist of thoughts, just makes thing worst. I have myself to blame for half of the unhappiness I have right now.
I miss feeling happy, contentment, waking up in the morning and knowing everything is going to be great no matter what the outcome.
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